What Ever Happened to Chuckie?

time to talk again

2011-04-08T19:02:00.004+08:00

we always remain silent in the midst of emptiness. trying to figure out why our lives are entangled in between fantasy and reality. i can always say that between fantasy and reality, lies a world of my own. yes its time to talk again to my inner world. a world away from the depths of human tolerance and divine intervention. i sound like ironic at most times but whether its me that sane or people

Misunderstood

2009-01-14T12:48:00.000+08:00

In the context of life, in my own opinion, we should try to please everybody.As a matter of fact, we shouldn't conform to the norm.why?I just want to state that even though we co-exist with other mammals (hahaha), we don't need to be friends with them, nor have a close-knit relationship to their satisfaction.I don't know why people are so bothered with positions and for you being strict and

the next level blogging

2008-09-12T12:10:00.001+08:00

im about to embark on a new journey... i hope it will be fruitful.... watch out for the Internet Small Talks with Jaimee and Chuckie!

Wave 55 Memories

2008-09-07T10:16:00.004+08:00

miss my wave mates. hehehe

Everyone

2008-09-07T10:05:00.002+08:00

I get bored today and figured out if what im going to do today. I did't go to work and slept the whole night. Maybe my body has been wanting for more sleep and rest. Well, life can be stressful sometimes and we don't know what are the factors that contribute to stress. Well, for some reason i'm not being stressed by fishing customers, flirty customers and demanding customers of microsoft. Maybe

The Long Break

2008-09-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

Antagal ko na hindi pa nakakapag blog...hehehe... super tagal... hope i can update this regularly na/

Boni High Street and Serendra Revisited.

2008-06-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

I just cam back from Fort Bonifacio and I felt relieved because i drove the wagon by myself and i travelled without a scratch.. hahaha. I even parked smartly. and I was also happy to revisit the place, feels like im not in the Philippines. Its kinda hard to upload those pics now. i have a very very slow connection. Well, let me just finnish my essay for my UPOU masters application! Im asking for

My Photos!

2008-06-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

my photos were messed up...im so lazy to fix them.. well, enjoy viewing! heheheh

My Vacation!

2008-06-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

It has been a blast since i came home from jeddah. all the things i've missed and the people: my family,friends (but not all i've met yet), and everyone. I am once again embarking on a journey... and i hope this time it will be fruitful!

The Rendezvous!

2008-05-28T08:36:00.004+08:00

Oh well, it has been 2 weeks since i've been here in my dear province...Conflicts started when i arrived, not that its negative or something, its quite contradictory to my life plan....Oh well, i've been thinking a lot and i hope i will arrive on a sound judgment...Ciao!

Cutting the Crap

2008-05-18T21:37:00.003+08:00

I might be surprised with things going inside my brain!Im battling between going to a temporary place for work or a permanent place to become an immigrant. Nevertheless, my family have good advices and have given their rightful opinions on the pros and cons. I've come to think that risking my hard earned money for something unknown or by chance is such a waste to time, effort and energy.Its a

Im already home and bored.

2008-05-15T02:41:00.004+08:00

I can't express what i feel in writing when i finally touched down on the runways of NAIA. but then suddenly my longing for coming to home didn't last for a long time. I expected it to be a warm feeling but hey, it seems that I lost track of the things i missed and people i haven't seen for a while.My only getaway from boredom was Trinoma, yes, a mall, and i was astonished for a while for come to

Saying Goodbye

2008-05-07T06:05:00.003+08:00

When people ask me how is it bidding goodbyes. I have only to sigh.It has been never easy for me to say farewell to things, moments and especially people who have player vital roles in my rugged and tough journey.honestly, in this issue, if it is such a big one, i am a cry baby. Tears are just automatically shed whenever the feeling of sadness engulfs my emotions. In the latter, i just sit down

the Next hop...

2008-04-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

Where will be my next hop?Hob nobbing with the guys of hip hoporjamming with the girls who love to snob?Out there is an ocean full of surprises...Fishes, sharks, of different species.I don't know what i will do next....I'll just go with the ebb and flow of life...9 days to go guys!

A Dreamer

2008-04-25T10:45:00.001+08:00

I always daydream about the future.We always do.Lonely years have passed. 25 years of confusion, failure, rejection and fears. Technically, i've never felt special other than my family. I chased love like it was something i can grab with all my might. Bitter is the adjective that i should connect with my name. Bitter Me.I always found myself having moments of inner sorrow, silent cries and

Impotence

2008-04-25T10:42:00.000+08:00

Something derailed me completely....anxious...have nothing to say....have nothing to explain...i wanted to ask...i wanted to know...i hardly can comprehend...how far will it take my senses....far.farther.lost.release me from this fear....untie me from this feeling...am i?what am i?have i been?will it be?could it be?impotence.

Deafness

2008-04-25T10:40:00.000+08:00

DEAF....one can just see....one can just feel... one can just grasp...for life... for hope... for might....let me see your laughter, let me feel your heartbeat...can i hold your hand...let me feel you are special...does my actions show it?am i making you happy, loved and adored?is this just another nightmare?no...i won't allow the devil's game get into me....NOISE...i can only feel it vibrate...

Kill

2008-04-25T10:39:00.000+08:00

Kill me with your love.remind me...time is passing by.love me...would you please hang on.kill me...i'd more be pleased.do more that what you can do to me...i'd gladly break the root of adoration.skip, hop, bother, never mind.i would not care if you would do anything.anything is possible right now...possibly take me to forever....remind me...love me...kill me...with the sorrowyou left.

Smog

2008-04-25T10:37:00.000+08:00

Smog...i saw your face thru the mist,delighted was i? beloved was you?i dont know? it pertains to a Shakesperean tragedy.life growls, bitter, grief.the mighty desperate man wants to fade.electrocuted by tomorrow, hanged by today,it kills your senses slowly.contaminated by pleasures, addiction lead to a tempest,the sea doesnt know where the currents went, tormented by the soulful pains.sailing

Encapsulated

2008-04-25T10:35:00.000+08:00

i've written your name in my mindi've allowed to let you peek in my alcovenothing seems to dwellonly frustrations were taken into account. take my hand, but you refusedi kiss the air for you have forsaken my lips to touch yoursi wanted to embrace happiness, but it always slips awayjust tell me to fadenothing more can fixate meonly your face that illuminates my nightmaresyou are a slumber session

Getting There?

2008-04-25T10:34:00.001+08:00

Luck always comes in the most unexpected state...i guess it justifies the word itself nor the thought that it comes unexpectedly?we tend to see it as an avenue for great opportunities.Luck defines pure coincidence too, or it just arrives instantaneously?i'm just happy, but also sad that luck has arrived already!i guess i just have to be ready with the consequences and challenges it entails.after

Saturday?

2008-04-25T10:33:00.000+08:00

free this weekend?no, i said...free this friday?i guess no...why did i refuse?i dunno....im not just up for it....i feel nothing, nothing can make me stand from where i sit.saturday?its just another day....an ordinary day...nothing special....

Guys!

2008-04-25T10:32:00.000+08:00

I shall be publishing my old poems and posts here from my old and antiquated blog... hehehe enjoy reading!

farewell

2008-04-25T09:26:00.000+08:00

Farewell to the sands that allow me to be free,Now i shall set my sails far from thee...Let me be grateful for the lust and money i recevied,For it shall grace my days for they are mine to be achieved.I call upon the storm of love concealed within your abode,Never did I felt so burdened and carried a heavy load.I shall now return to the dusty streets of my mother land,They shall blow the horns

Entrance

2008-04-24T11:09:00.000+08:00

You were in peace when I came restless,I found you polished while I was tarnished.I never thought of having to twist your fate,Nor, giving me your sublime faith.You never did something, but I felt something.From nothing, my life became fascinating.But, what can I say, do I have the right to turn things around?Or i'll just make an entrance out of your life....

When i woke up, i felt like this....

2008-04-24T03:09:00.000+08:00

I feel bewildered, i feel distraught.i feel insane, i feel empty.What have I done to myself, what must i do?Since nowhere to be found, the passion in you....

Another Equation....go figure....

2008-04-23T11:29:00.000+08:00

Just a quote...

2008-04-23T11:23:00.000+08:00

Love in it's truest form has no language or words, it just has a thousand and one actions we all wish we could describe. Love Quotes by Kenneth B. Emery

I Find my Happiness in Loving You

2008-04-23T11:13:00.000+08:00

I find my happiness in loving you.Though my love is not returned, I don't mind waiting.The woods are a cathedral where I prayFor the beauty and grace that lie within my heart.You hold me and we kiss, and yet not yetIs there the unity that love must crave.You want me, but not as I want you:This truth is like a wreckage on my sea.There's no one else I hunger for, nor touchThat makes me feel I must

Unrequited Love... (very nice poem.. i got from a website)

2008-04-23T10:53:00.000+08:00

still, i don't have my poems with me... so im searching for the good stuff for now...Unrequited LoveI am, in your absence, incomplete...Each day too empty, each night too long,Following shadows down an empty streetThinking, each corner I turn will be the oneWhere you’ll be waiting for me. Alone in a crowd, I seem to see you just ahead,But as I push my way to go where you seem to go,I do not find

Poems. poems. poems...

2008-04-23T10:41:00.001+08:00

Can't get enough...so ill be posting them tomorrow night...Maybe ill be posting more....But for now...Let me rant...Just when i thought i found someone...They just go and disappear... they fade away and never to come back...Such a tragedy....

Losing Love...

2008-04-23T10:31:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, a long time ago, I fell in love. And there was laughing and funny breaths and happiness. There was much rejoicing. And then, SHUT! Over. Gone. Dead. Completely cut off. Disconnected. The taste still fresh in my mouth. The smell still on my skin. The feeling left in my fingertips. But I can't get that feeling back. I may spend my entire life trying to get back into that Polariod.

Sad Love Quotes...

2008-04-23T10:22:00.000+08:00

The top ten sad love quotes i got from www.about.com1. Kahlil GibranEver has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.2. William Butler YeatsHearts are not had as a gift, But hearts are earned...3. AnonymousThe saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.4. Tennessee WilliamsThere is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go

Chaos

2008-04-19T10:12:00.000+08:00

There are certain things in life that we must face, CHANGE.Change in our lives may be so drastic, slow or enigmatic.Change in our lives may mean devastation, victory or nothing.Change can be a great deal in one person's life.I may have found a person to love, but changes have been made and i cannot undo what has been done.I don't really know what to say now, all i know is that, i might have found

The Search for Happiness...

2008-04-16T11:07:00.000+08:00

Why would someone christen their blog " the search for happiness".Clearly a lot of people may or may not define the word, happiness.I cannot yet clearly define what happiness is to me, but i am on a mission. I've got to seek for it and what does happiness mean for myself.In this quest, i'd like people across the globe to be a part of my journey and how shall i discover that wonder. It maybe